Thursday, April 30, 2009

Secret Recipe called me up asking when i can start working with them. Well, i rejected the offer. Why ? Service crew. Working days is not flexible. C'mon, 6 days work 1 day off. Addition to that, you cant choose your off day. And mustmust work on weekends. Then, how am I to go for my Dance Competition ? I just hope that i got the job at Ben & Jerry's instead as an Assistant Shift Leader. Really hope so i get a call from them. :DD

Its back to basic Forgetting Memories. To pile up everything, and put it all inside the box. I confess, i always fall for jerks instead of falling in love with the real Love. Real Love. My mind is in a mess. So messy. Tears that has not fallen so much was at last pouring like waterfall. I am weak. A weak girl that may not be able to differentiate the good and the bad. believe it or not. Yes. Deny what im saying if you don't think so.

Love. It has been with me for the past few years. Bestfriend wouldn't be shock to know i would have a bf and the next thing he knew, Separated. But he doesn't know that it wasn't something i expected of a guy would do towards me when im so devoted to him. It was not easy for me to fall in Love. I am slow in finding Love. I guess. But many i rejected. Why ? Because i just think there is more that both has to know each other.

To hate. To grudge. That has been something i've longed forgotten how it would be. I can't be bothered anymore about having grudges or hatred. Lets just say, there is reasons why things happen. We may Or may not even have the answer to it. Unmyeong. Means Fated. Fated that things happen this way.

But i do believe in one thing. True Love Will Go No Where

Words spoken that hurts was just unbearable after a while. Piercing through my ear drums. Poking needles on it. Bleeding. Confessions. I am Dumb. Dumb not to understand and open up my eyes to see everything.

I Let my Heart decide.

Labels: You treated me so well and I'm ashamed

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

The weather has been a little nice to me. HAHA~ why do i say that ? Because i keep complaining that its humid. Even during the night time. So, i've been eating ice cream when it gets hot. The effects of that, i got a runny nose. HAHA~ Been sneezing a little. Hopefully it doesn't get worst than this.

Today's agenda, i had to go for an interview which they called me up yesterday. Gosh~ Okey, wish me luck i got the job. Cos seriously, it has been pretty tough to get a job. Furthermore, my Diploma result still has yet to be out. Nerve wrecking But i'm just hoping i passed my Exams.

I don't know what to wear ! omg. jyeah~ i really ran out of ideas to match my clothes. gaah~ I guess would take some time to do all the findings. haha~

Gonna be going off to Adek Aisyah's place. She will be accompanying me for the interview. yeay! One reason is because Sister told me to get somebody to follow me. LOL~ Addition to that, i have to help her with her resume. HAHA~ adekadek. Okey !

I guess i should be stopping now. Its like 12pm shown by the hands of my clock And even my phone alarm rang just now. Till the next post okeyh ! :DD

Till then, Take care dearest Readers ! :DD

Labels: Overcoming Disasters

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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

OVER. Exactly. Webby with my lovely sister. jyeah~ updated her with what has happened. Sticking to Singles. I am traumatized a little by what happened yesterday actually. With all the screaming, the cries, madness. Speechless. My Love is Not for him. To be exact, I am not falling in Love that easily. Sorry. SORRY. sorry. This is Not happening that Fast.

Had a call up for an interview tomorrow. Hopefully i could start with this job. hmmm~ Praying hard. :DD

To Yusof, congrats for passing your TP. haha. :DD Like im your instructor like that. But well, still a long way for me to take my licence. pfft~ So, to ppl that is registering, wait up, i'll be registering soon too ! jyeah !

okey, anyways, i watched Jangan Tegur Movie. Not scary lor ! Except for the dumb sound effects that makes ppl get shocked. i can get a Heart Attack with that ! fuhh~

Mom has booked me in advance for Monday morning to follow her for check-up. Adoii~ Must wake up so darn early. Neymind lah. For my Mother. :DD

Okey lah. Has not eaten my lunch from just now. Should eat right now. If not, there would be a lot of ppl nagging that i didn't eat right. Okey, Happy. Im eating Now. :DD

Tadaaaaaa~

1:40:00 PM

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Had a blast with my 'sister' Shasha Tam. :DD A last minute join up call for her dance crew that is participating in a dance competition in May. Wow. Its been quite somtym since i last danced for a competition. Wasnt quite sure Mom would let me join this But after telling her, she didnt obliged. Cool. For once Mom let me dance. Haha. Dad on the other side, dont mind me joining all this. Why ? Due to once he saw me dancing for a competition. :DD Maybe im turning 18, and school is over for me. They didnt care so much. Knowing that i just do all this for my own pleasure in it. For sure, i love dancing, singing. Something that i do cause i love doing it. The crew wasnt so Bad. really. it was nice to know them anyways.

I slept after the dance practice. Really. I dont usually sleep in the afternoons But since i woke up early in the morning for the practice, i wash up and after that, all i could remember was seeing pictures in my Dreamland. hahas~

Alright. Tomorrow having another day Out. Gonna go for a job interview with Adek Aisyah and Umaira, a classmate of mine. :DD

okey then, i wana finish up watching my Korean Drama. Last 2 episodes and im done ! :DD

Tadaa~ Have a Great Day Earthlings !

Labels: Passion.

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

Editted by Adek herself. Adek Aisyah. A sister of mine. Not really genetically. Despite me not having a younger sister But instead a younger brother. I really gave Aisyah the full Love that a sister would give. I was closer to her than ever ! No matter how, i would still love her. I do pamper her. Alot ! :DD Maybe to some people, she might not be someone that they would want to be friends with. But i don't care. Maybe, people don't really know her. Don't really go through her life. I've seen, and i believe that God do gave her a chance to live her life to the fullest. Aisyah, has made me believe in life. To be strong. I Love You Adek. I really Do.

Heard news that Mr Abdul Playboy, has got himself into another accident. Am i to say ' serve him right ' ? I'm not sure. Maybe ? I heard this was a bit bad because he skidded. Lucky no girl was behind him. Cause what ever it is, the accident with him left a mark on me. Sigh. I don't know. I'm bringing myself up. To be stronger than ever. No matter how tough. He is a Playboy even when with me. I know the true him. What the heck. Useless to even remember him. Let's just say, Im Happy. The way it is right now without him. :DD

Thats all for today. Good night earthlings !

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Hello people ! jyeah. Sorry if a made a shift from Livejournal to Blogger. I already had this account But despite Lazy-ness of mine to actually edit all the stuffs here, i didnt do it ! But at last, now im using this ! hahas. As for my Livejournal account, i may OR may not be using it still. :DD

Okey, school is over, ofcos for me. :DD Finding a job aint so easy. Sigh. Alright.

I can't really stay put at home. I would eat and More eating ! LOL. But so far been out with some people was Fun. Seriously. Been going out with old friends, Fabulous people, catching up with some love-lies. :DD Been all fine. Even get to know New people. All has been wonderful people. Nice to be around, be friend with, go out, chill out, talk and all. Its just been getting better and better each time.

okey then, til my next post. Take care people ! *waves*

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