Thursday, April 30, 2009
Secret Recipe called me up asking when i can start working with them. Well, i rejected the offer. Why ? Service crew. Working days is not flexible. C'mon, 6 days work 1 day off. Addition to that, you cant choose your off day. And mustmust work on weekends. Then, how am I to go for my Dance Competition ? I just hope that i got the job at Ben & Jerry's instead as an Assistant Shift Leader. Really hope so i get a call from them. :DD
Its back to basic Forgetting Memories. To pile up everything, and put it all inside the box. I confess, i always fall for jerks instead of falling in love with the real Love. Real Love. My mind is in a mess. So messy. Tears that has not fallen so much was at last pouring like waterfall. I am weak. A weak girl that may not be able to differentiate the good and the bad. believe it or not. Yes. Deny what im saying if you don't think so.
Love. It has been with me for the past few years. Bestfriend wouldn't be shock to know i would have a bf and the next thing he knew, Separated. But he doesn't know that it wasn't something i expected of a guy would do towards me when im so devoted to him. It was not easy for me to fall in Love. I am slow in finding Love. I guess. But many i rejected. Why ? Because i just think there is more that both has to know each other.
To hate. To grudge. That has been something i've longed forgotten how it would be. I can't be bothered anymore about having grudges or hatred. Lets just say, there is reasons why things happen. We may Or may not even have the answer to it. Unmyeong. Means Fated. Fated that things happen this way.
But i do believe in one thing. True Love Will Go No Where
Words spoken that hurts was just unbearable after a while. Piercing through my ear drums. Poking needles on it. Bleeding. Confessions. I am Dumb. Dumb not to understand and open up my eyes to see everything.
I Let my Heart decide.Labels: You treated me so well and I'm ashamed
3:21:00 PM
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