Now the clock shows 3:29 AM. Gosh~ and im still wide awake. BabyBoo is asleep. i wanted to sleep, tried to, tossing here and there, But i simply just can't. Currently, im chatting with Matt. Funny guy. Furthermore the phrase he says, first thins he lookat at my blog. On BabyBoo's name. haha~ i was Blur for a second. Okey, so im blogging and chatting with him only. boohoo~
I guessed, i Missed BabyBoo alot. Like really darn lot. To count the days since i last met him would be 8 Days i think? Plus, our 1 Monthsary just passed. So, i feel a little guilty that im unable to go out with BabyBoo. Cos of my late flight back on the day itself. So, had to just postponed it to our next meet up. Which, im unsure when, cos, had to overlook BabyBoo's schedule. What a Busy man he is! hahahahaah~ xD
Oh yah, i had a chat with someone past week. Someone that i once loved. I almost forgot to update it. but in any ways, just a friendly chat. From asking of Songs, till everything. Oh well, even if he feels at time that he just wanted to be back with me again, well, if he only could turn back time. Yes, it has been nice with him. But, its even better for me and BabyBoo now. What would i say, 'Picture Perfect' previously? Jyeah, ofcos, he was left as memories, even his pictures with me. Stalker? nah! Just that, i still leave all the memories in my Laptop. he told me he still has pictures of us. so, jyeah, Just left that way. Me and Him, just plain friends. Nothing more. Just that, to have the grudge, theres no more of that. I just take it as, no Love between us. Thats all.
Each Love i went through thought me lessons that i would not want to repeat it ever again. To actually appreciate Love. But ofcos, without being forced into Love. I guess, it made me stronger as a woman. uphold the name of woman. To be strong, independent, not to be a weakling. Gosh~ If i were to ever become a weakling, people, please snap me out of it. Cos i am strong enough to face it. Till right here, im standing strong.
Having BabyBoo in my life, everything changed. Totally. My world just revolves within him. To think, of only him. Nobody else. (except friends) haha~ Every single day, the thought of to just wake up, and tel him how much i Loved him before my eyes would be totally Shut. gosh~ This sound so emotional. xD But hey, im seeing lots of breakups happening. To people that i Love(Plus Friends), once Loved. Its heartbreaking to see it all happen. Really.
