So far it has been okay this start of Ramadhan. A waste for me that i can't start. Annoying. So, i guess i'll be starting late. Oh well.
I've been sitting at home these few days helping a little at home. jyeah. Until my shoulders hurt till today. -____-
Hmmm. Missing Baby loads that i just think of him almost all the time.
Yesterday was a very heavy downfall in the early wee hours. I was still wide awake. Was a little frightened by the sounds of the thunder striking every few minutes. Didn't i know that Baby's place has yet to be raining like mine was.
I'm unsure. Am I being very jealous? I'm trying to erase all that Big Jealousy's. I don't always want to put all the negative things. Just don't all these good things became to be a stab on my back.
I have this fear. The fear of losing. A big Lost that I'm scoring Zero again. Love.
Don't have to understand me if you don't. Might be my English. nevermind.
Someone once said 'You look happy on the outside. Smiling and laughing. But inside you, no one has ever tried to understand. All you ever wanted was everyone to be happy. Despite hurting your own. Why?' Is this phrase true??
If it is said so, I just wanted people to understand how i actually feel. Things that i don't wish to explain. Not something Big to ask for right? I would be Glad if there is whom could. Cos no matter what, I will keep on smiling. Just chill and be cool. :)
My Love. I love you and i can't imagine, you're not here with me. I know that what i feel is real sincere. I'll give you my word, that I'll treat you nice. That's for my love, I sacrifice. You're the one for me.
