I don't know what is it right now. Everything is blurred. My fault to blame. Forgive me. I will go. Just as you wished. Although it is hard, i'll pursue it. Tears are dripping continuously as i type down these words. Uncomparable love, just as prefect. But i was left without any hope given anymore. I chose to be alone. On a miserable month of the year. Where things were nicely planned. I ruined this. I deserve. I deserve. I deserve. I deserve. I deserve.